Time flies

Sorry for not updating for the past few weeks (although I don't know if there's anyone reading this), everything's gotten pretty tight since college life started. There wasn't anything interesting happened since then and so I allocated very few time into blogging.

Say, I can't believe that we have reached the end of May. It's been 4 weeks (take it as a month) since I've studied in ICSJ, now there will be 10 weeks left before the end of first semester. For some reason, I'm complaining that time passed slowly in class, but then ironically, looking back at it, 4 weeks have gone in a blink of eye. And until now I'm still not able to pick up the pace to study..fail.

The beginning of A-Level is basically reviewing what we have learnt during Form 4 and 5, but in a more detailed manner, such as electron arrangements in Chemistry, calculating uncertainties in Physics, for Pure Maths & Stats...they are still around the same as Add Maths until now. So theoretically, I should not have any problems with these subjects for now, except Economics in which I have to start from scratch, but that's not the case though. For 5 bloody months, my brain had been rusting until everything learnt in Form 4 and 5 had been wiped out almost completely. That's the cruelty of the reality.

It's really a pain in the neck for studying that far away and not living in their hostel. Everyday my dad & I have to leave home as soon as 6.30am so that we will not get caught in traffic jams that will give both of us problems. Travelling back home after class using KTM is a more painful experience. I have to walk around 20 minutes from ICSJ to the Subang Jaya KTM station. Global warming has taken the toll on me. The heat and sunshine is a killer, expect me to get tanned after graduating.

But that's just a small portion of the suffering compared to the time wasted in waiting AND riding the train itself. After my timetable changed, it's more sucky compared to the old one as there are now 2 days that classes will end at 5pm. Heck I didn't even join any societies yet. 5pm onwards is a nightmare for public transportation commuters, as many people flock to these transportations. Usually, the Rawang-Seremban route train is always so packed that you have no space to stand and no air to breathe. If there are delays, then you really have to wait for the next 2 trains before you can actually board it. If there's a person with swine flu aboard, then GG. The average time used to travel from SJ back to Serdang is one & a half hour, that is, without major delays. Mostly I'll have a back-ache after disembarking, and there would be damn less free time for me everyday...So for those who got caught in the traffic jam in their own cars is actually nothing compared to this situation. Sadly, I'll have to endure this nightmare throughout the duration of the programme..Anyway, looking at the bright side, if you are packed by cute chicks in the train, that would be much worthy to "suffer" that =D. But so far, I just had only once :(

After a month there, I should have(again) made some friends there. But no much joy. Untalkative and dumb person like me will never make many friends in a new environment "without any existing friends" there together. I'm so successful in isolating myself. Though I do talk with my classmates but when they suddenly make fun of me or ask me something, I'll always respond in a retarded way. Retarded as in replying or giving a response after at least 2 seconds. Before I can do anything they've already moved on *sigh*. By the way, most people are using English now, what can be expected from me as a person who doesn't have any second language?

Just pray hard that every situation above really does improve with time. If it doesn't, I'll have to change myself. Time management's the only way to achieve it. Can anyone kill my addiction towards the internet? I'll be very grateful to you.

*Update(31/5): Made some modifications due to the fact that I posted this in a rush yesterday.